Ricky Amel King

Papa I miss you so much. I wish you were here,the family is going through some tough times. I hope your in a better place . It feels like are family is falling apart. I know it will get better, I am faithful are family will get through this. I very proud of mom for getting through this this. I think she’s doing well. How is it in heaven. Today is my first birthday without you , it really hurts that your not with me on my birthday . But I have to be strong. I miss you so much you’re AWESOME

Okay so just so you know.. I told dawn about Robin and I feel bad! But she is a wonderful mother ,we know that.. i’m getting stronger. My friend here, she lost her dad and she came to me for help.. it was a trigger for me but I knew what she was going through.. her dad was of all places Mississippi! And you know what.. they”said” on his death bed that he wanted to be donated to SCIENCE!! So I hope I was helpful to her, it made me mad bc I was thinking about you.. but I scrambled to get jay”s school supplies but dad he was so excited. . Scott got out of jail and Dad I know we have to come together and put you where you want to be, daddy… Chris is getting out on the 28.. He is coming here with me.. It”s not AT ALL easy with you not here. Your princess is getting stronger. I miss having you to talk too. But I know you are walking with BOTH legs.. My friend Merit her mom had a dream that I died in a car accident.. I just want Chris to get out so I can hug him.. I’m getting better but I’m not handling Greig like I should. I’m going to the doctor tomorrow to change my meds.. Jay den was so awesome today, 6th grade.. I wouldn’t say it’s getting easier, it’s getting barrable. I just don’t want to forget you, to not here your voice. You and Nanny need to keep coming to me.. in my dreams. I love you daddy and I miss you so much!! I don’t want to wake up from my dreams because I see your face. But I’m accepting a little more everyday.. NOT WILLINGLY.. But you have my promise we as in Scott and chris,chloe,jayden,will but you in the hooch.. I love you Daddy and I miss you sooooooooooooo much! I’ll see you in my dreams.. I love you:

still missing you. I love you!! A friend of mine died yesterday. Just leaving you another message and let you know you May not be here but you are not forgotten!! I love you Daddy!!

Tomorrow is your year you have been gone.. dad its been so hard. The medicine im on i dont want to be on but i “guess” i have issues. I feel alone in this world without you. I dont have anyone to talk to that understands me daddy. Since your death ive got a list of mental issues. My counselor at st judes is going to check on me tomorrow. Ms. Plummer told me to think positive and celebrate ur death but to me it isnt nothing to celebrate.. jay is doing so good i wish you were here. Mom has a boyfriend by the way i give him hell which has caused a wedge between me and mom. She chose him over me.. i dont talk to her like i use too. I wounder if she will call me tomorrow.. probably not. But ne ways please know i will never forget you and i love you so much daddy!!

Hey daddy! Gosh it’s been 2 years.. I wish it would get easier.? How Larry deals with me I don’t know. I miss u and ur not forgotten ❤️ I love you!!!!

Been awhile huh. Many things have happened since we last talked. First thing, Chris, Merritt, and Jaxson moved with me to FL. Originally it was suppose to be Mom and I. From till the first of June they lived with Nana. After awhile Nana kicked them out. I enjoyed my summer with Chloe. Mom visited Uncle Chuck and Melony in Mississippi. AFTER that Nana and I convinced mom to stop drinking and move to FL. The day before she was suppose to come down, sshe went to the hospital. Papa, it’s been so hard, because she went brain dead in that hospital and I had to decide to take her off of life support. Then I had to tell my younger brother who I haven’t seen in 7 years. You won’t be getting anymore guestbook entrys from. I Can’t tell Nana this, but I don’t how much longer I can hold. Uncle Chuck died in the begging of January. I’m afraid that I will truly be alone when Nana leaves me and I don’t know what to do. After you died, everything has gone down hill. I know I don’t think about you every day but I love you and I want to see you and Mom so bad. But at least you can talk with your princess in heaven.
I love you so much.
I can’t wait till I see you and Mom again.